I spun a little but today is not a good day, health wise.
Neurotransmitters are scrambled and it’s very tiresome to navigate through the hours. Liver and colon are on strike, adding extra stress and fatigue. I hate what this all does to my cognitive capabilities, I can’t think, I startle easily and I make many mistakes in anything I put my mind to.
Honestly, on days like today, I wouldn’t mind just being a dummy laying in the grass, staring to the skies.
The only thing that helps is reminding myself that it has been worse. And that it could have been worse.
There could be birds and bugs up there in the skies, shitting.